Model: Michelle Cyr
Hair/Makeup: Meenu Gill
Location: Film2Frame
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Sometimes it can be a process of elimination to determine where your strengths lie and what you are truly passionate about. I learned some new things the other day during a simple shoot that I arranged for some off-season fun.
I am not a studio photographer.
This shoot comes in two parts (part two will be forthcoming) but the first part was shot in a studio setting with lighting and a white backdrop. I wanted to try something different, a little out of my comfort zone, well, actually, a LOT. Jeff, who works at Film2Frame showed me a simple studio setup that he uses and it’s what I used to shoot this series of Michelle. I love the minimalistic look of a white backdrop and the use of studio lighting will always create a very predictable outcome but the whole time, I felt so confined. Confined to a predictable lighting scenario (granted you can change this, but it’s not a natural occurrence like the sun suddenly dipping behind the clouds) and confined by location. I do strongly believe that learning lighting skills is critical, for broadening scope and understanding but nothing can replace the rush of a moment when you get a beam of golden sun in between rain showers. It is so fleeting, a moment that cannot really be anticipated but only lived out when it presents itself. And sometimes, this is where magic happens.
I keep seeing these gorgeous beauty shoots of women in fantastical makeup or just a very simple, clean look - the lighting is superb, the expressions are captivating and I think to myself, “I want to do that!” But then I see videos like this and realize that this sort of shooting is really not who I am. While I can appreciate the work that goes into something like that, I just can’t fit myself into that box. I just don’t feel comfortable with the fact that these women’s bodies are being changed to fit an “acceptable” concept of what beauty is, I don’t feel comfortable with the contrived nature of shooting in a studio. It’s just not real life. I far prefer living in a space where reality is the main feature of the shoot. And that is why I have chosen to focus on weddings at the moment.
That being said, it is fun to do something different and be challenged in different ways - it’s the only way to grow. A big thank you to my crew for the day - my lovely model Michelle, hair and makeup by Meenu and for Jeff’s help at the studio location.
Enjoy and stay tuned for part two, which is very different!